Whelp, dicided to update my journal for the first time in...three months or so. But, only three people still read anyway. >_> Ah well. not feeling to great lately. just wish people would learn when to stop being stupid. or go home. either would help.

I'm once again withdrawing into myself...though no one seems to notice. or care. whatev's, hopefully i'll get over it...lost my drive to write as well, which is weird, since normally when im in one of these moods i'd want to, but i feel like all my "poems" are are just whiney rants. and thats exactly how i dont want them to be, but i digress...

school is kicking my ass once more. too much work, not enough motivation. ah well, got two tests tomorrow. guess ill wing it like usual. its worked before. but its also failed miserably before too. >< *sigh* im too tired for al this...

speaking of tired my mind has been through the ringer these past few months...i just feel...jaded and irritable. like if someone came to me with a problem id snap and feel bad about it later. or be at a loss for words like usual. god, my communication skills are down the shitter lately...

ah well. time to end this session of my problems. later.